These are a few poems I have found online and I really loved, as they describe exactly how I feel

Our Perfect Twin Daughters

Our perfect twin daughters, Were loved from the start
But born to soon, For now we've had to part.

Our perfect twin daughters, Our futures and many years
So many happy moments, Now just heartache and tears.

Our perfect twin daughters, I can't help feel the gloom
For on this very day, You should be in my womb.

Our perfect twin daughters, You'll never feel the sun
You won't play with your toys, There will be no fun.

Our perfect twin daughters, I shouldn't complain
We still got to meet you, Though now we're in such pain.

Our perfect twin daughters, You both live in our hearts
For now we aren't together, But we'll never be apart.

Author Unknown

These are My Footprints

These are my footprints, so perfect and so small.
These tiny footprints, never touched the ground at all.

Not one tiny footprint, for now I have my wings.
These tiny footprints were meant for other things.

You will hear my tiny footprints, in the patter of the rain.
Gentle drops like angels tears, of joy and not from pain.

You will see my tiny footprints, in each butterflies' lazy dance.
I'll let you know I'm with you, if you give me just a chance.

You will see my tiny footprints, in the rustle of the leaves.
I will whisper names into the wind, and call each one that grieves.

Most of all, these tiny footprints, are found in mummy's heart,
cause even though I'm gone now, we'll never truly part.

Author Unknown

A Pair of Shoes

I am wearing a pair of shoes.
They are ugly shoes.
Uncomfortable shoes.
I hate my shoes.

Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair.
Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step.
Yet, I continue to wear them.

I get funny looks wearing these shoes.
I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs.
They never talk about my shoes.
To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable.

To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them.
But, once you put them on, you can never take them off.

I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes.
There are many pairs in this world.
Some women ache daily as they try and walk in them.
Some have learned how to walk in them so they don't hurt quite as much.
Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt.

No woman deserves to wear these shoes.
Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman.
These shoes have given me the strength to face anything.
They have made me who I am.

I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child.

Author Unknown

A million times I've missed you

A million times I've missed you, a million times I've cried.
If love alone could have saved you, you never would have died.

To some you are forgotten, to others just part of the past;
but to me who loved and lost you, your love will always last.

It broke my heart to lose you, you didn't go alone,
for my life went with you the day angels called you home.

For things on earth didn't matter, but now I feel so alone,
My heart will always be broken, my life will never be whole.

We might be parted for awhile, our hearts will always be together
for one day soon we will hold hands again forever.

Author Unknown

Little Snowdrop

The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.

But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.

The little one we long for
Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on.

And though our arms are empty,
Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts
Says of our love for you.

Author Unknown